Dancing with you

    My dearest Sumner,

      Right now, it's so hard being away from you.  I think about you all the time.  Whenever I'm out having fun, I'm wishing you were there with me to make it even more fun.  Yesterday at Merle Fest, this group called Scythian played this waltz, and said if anyone wanted to "grab a girl and dance" to go ahead and do it.  Even though you weren't there, I closed my eyes and sort of swayed back and forth and pictured you dancing with me, smiling down at me and and spinning me around.   I hope you don't take this next part as weird or creepy because I want this to be a few years from now, but like every other girl on the planet sometimes I like to daydream about a wedding, and when I do, I always picture dancing with you.  I can see us, with all the people we love surrounding us, and you reaching out your hand for me as a song plays just for me and you.  Sometimes when I imagine it the song is "La vie en rose" and other times it's "Dancing Cheek to Cheek".  But the one thing that never changes when I picture it is your smile, your arms around me, and being with you in that moment and knowing that I'll get to dance with you for the rest of my life.
       I wait for that moment and for the time when you're here with me again and we can make up for lost time.  You're my wonderful companion, and when I picture my life as now and in the future, I can't see it without you.  You're always there, and the thought of holding you near again keeps me going.  I love you, Sumner.

Your,
Kaitie-girl